My IVF nurse called Monday to let me know that I needed to start my Lupron injection. So I had the joy of giving myself my very first injection. It wasn't bad at all. I didn't even feel the needle. I was so nervous, I watched multiple videos, read blogs and so did Kelly - as he is "the back up plan" - if for some reason I couldn't do it. Well... there we were standing in the kitchen with everything sterilized and ready. I grabbed the fat on my thigh and Kelly says, "Oh! My Dad and the boys are here" (they were bringing me banana pudding) so I said, "it's now or never" and I did it without flinching! I was so excited to have done that and it be no big deal... until about 20 minutes later when I began to vomit. So began a pretty long night. I already had a lot of pain from the surgery and then vomiting did not make it any more comfortable. I wasn't able to eat anything but crackers for dinner (not a bad thing for my diet!)
The rest of this weeks injections have gone well. I haven't had anymore violent episodes. I was pretty sick Wednesday Morning and now I'm fighting a rash that is not looking good. I'm about to head to the doctor right now because they think it could be infected. UGH!!!!
Please pray for healing, and my frustration. I had to go without seeing two kids this week and that really hurts financially (one that I homeschool for 7 hours/week). That's become our gas/grocery money. I'm also frustrated at myself b/c I didn't plan better for this kind of stuff to happen this week. :(
The rest of this weeks injections have gone well. I haven't had anymore violent episodes. I was pretty sick Wednesday Morning and now I'm fighting a rash that is not looking good. I'm about to head to the doctor right now because they think it could be infected. UGH!!!!
Please pray for healing, and my frustration. I had to go without seeing two kids this week and that really hurts financially (one that I homeschool for 7 hours/week). That's become our gas/grocery money. I'm also frustrated at myself b/c I didn't plan better for this kind of stuff to happen this week. :(
"Where shall I go from your Spirit?
Or where shall I flee from your presence?
If I ascend to heaven, you are there!
If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!
If I take the wings of the morning
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
even there your hand shall lead me,
and your right hand shall hold me.
If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me,
and the light about me be night,”
even the darkness is not dark to you;
the night is bright as the day,
for darkness is as light with you."
Or where shall I flee from your presence?
If I ascend to heaven, you are there!
If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!
If I take the wings of the morning
and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
even there your hand shall lead me,
and your right hand shall hold me.
If I say, “Surely the darkness shall cover me,
and the light about me be night,”
even the darkness is not dark to you;
the night is bright as the day,
for darkness is as light with you."
Psalm 139:7-12
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